Monday, 4 May 2015

Designing for Learning

A curriculum design class that really helped me find the critical lens I now use when I think about learning.

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I think I came in with the belief that curriculum should be learner-centered and I left having a broader sense of awareness of the different facets to consider in designing a learner-centered curriculum. I feel that I have grown in my understanding of assessment, adaptability, the importance of feedback and revision, scaffolding, and goals. I learnt what assessment can be as opposed to what I thought it was constricted to. Initially viewing assessment negatively from previous experiences of high-stakes standardised testing, I slowly grew more aware of the different summative and formative assessments and their purposes in gaging what learners know and don’t know in order to inform our direction in adapting to the learner’s needs. The cyclical nature of curriculum design (constantly changing based on the learner’s needs and current understanding) as well as the emphasis on revising work based on feedback were definitely challenging for me, having been accustomed to the typically fixed curriculum and final assignment submission. I thought scaffolding was a tool that I wished my previous educators would have used more of—I’m reminded of moments in which my peers and I struggled to make academic jumps when the material was too dense, too quickly. I also saw how a goal-driven curriculum or backward design would keep us on track to achieve the learning goals we set out to accomplish. Besides that, I also grew more aware of designing based on the context and need of the learning environment—finding strengths in inquiry, FCL, PBL and even lectures. The practical aspect of actually having to design curriculums strengthened my prior knowledge in metacognition, collaboration, and transfer—thinking about ways we could facilitate self-awareness, self-regulation, a community that was open to dialogue and differing opinions as well as finding what they learn across different settings into the real world. 

Topics surrounding distributed cognition and learning progressions seemed less clear to me as opposed to the other material we learnt mainly because they are newer concepts and I felt that I didn’t have as much time to really reflect and think more critically about these areas. I hope to further my understanding in this area of cognition and learning sciences, especially in any classes that may explore this in the future. Some weaker connections that I felt drawn too were how this relates to informal learning contexts, critical pedagogy, social-emotional learning, as well as the arts and humanities. Critical pedagogy made me curious about the agency of a learner—How much of a curriculum should be designed based on what the learners want to do? How do we as educators or designers balance between what we hope students will learn vs. what learners want to learn? I have also grown more aware about the value of the different cultures, histories, and families that learners carry with them into the learning space. The mental and emotional health of a learner is still a slightly vague area of study in relation to education but an important one to consider, I think, when we design learning environments. 

In terms of my own practices, I thought the adaptive syllabus of the class aided me in keeping up with the readings and found writing to be the easier means to convey my thoughts. In discussions, I do feel like I have made progressive strides in speaking up as compared to previous semesters. Perhaps I feel more comfortable with the material and discussion-based classes. Though, there were times I felt deterred to speak as much because the class atmosphere seemed a bit quieter and at times, the workload of all my classes kept me from going deeper into the readings as I would have liked. The team project was personally the most challenging for me as we negotiated roles and workload among teammates, especially in instances when I felt the agency and interest of each member towards the project was questionable. However, I thought I did learn how things would possibly be like in a real world setting, working with a team of differing work ethics and styles. 

The course has greatly enriched my knowledge in curriculum design. It has made me very aware of designing for deep understanding—identifying learning goals at the very beginning and working backwards—instead of just fun and/or random activities to do related to a subject area, which is something I wish all educators practiced. I can easily see how these design practices transcend the classroom into all kinds of communities of learners, which I hope to gain more experience in a variety of them. It has made me eager to experience more of these models executed in real classrooms and what the real-life challenges might be. Perhaps even try to design and implement some curriculums on my part, especially in restructuring assessments and designing based on the goals of the learners. I think this class has also contributed to my current question of whether I want to be a teacher and whether there are other paths in education that would also help make learning accessible, equitable, and optimal for different communities of learners. Especially when I am one person, I do question how much I can bring or create change in communities. Coming from a different country, the perspectives that I have differ at times, sometimes in frustrating ways, but I feel driven to continue to think critically about how curriculum design and what I am learning at Hampshire can transfer to systems back home—difficult but not impossible.

Learning Differences

Another year. Crazy. The learning curve keeps getting steeper and steeper. As usual, I like to include the self-reflections I've written at the end of each of my classes. The first one has definitely helped me discover another love--special education and learning (dis)abilities. I am still trying to figure out...my life...at the moment (when have I not). Haha. I mean, I am still trying to piece together what paths I really want to pursue in the coming year, so, my mind is honestly still over the place. Till I get my crazy mind sorted!

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I decided to take this course in the beginning because of my interest in communities of learners with learning differences—it tied into my goals in my Division 2 of exploring how nature and nurture affect the process of learning and questioning the line between having and not having a (dis)ability. I was drawn to this idea of inclusion, which I knew very little about, let alone the policies in place within special education in America. I guess my goal was to dive as deep as I could into this new topic in order to gage if special education or working with communities of learners with learning differences were things I wanted to pursue further. This curiosity definitely transformed into something bigger than me. I was refreshingly surprised by the journey learning disabilities has taken in America, perhaps partly due to the fact that I was coming from a different country that is still in the very early stages in obtaining the same rights allocated in the Individuals with Disabilities Education Act (IDEA) and Section 504, even as we critique and dialogue in class about the ways in which they can be improved. 

I appreciated getting a clearer breakdown within learning disabilities such as emotional behavioural disorder (EBD), attention deficit disorder (ADD/ADHD), autism spectrum disorder (ASD), mental health, and trauma, which more often than not, intersected. I thought the introduction to classroom management, differentiated instruction, and social-emotional learning answered some “how” questions I had but definitely feel like I could explore this more—there is only so much a semester-long class can cover. It has definitely made me extremely eager to learn more about how these strategies are used in real classrooms, the real-life challenges that happen, and just keep diving deeper.

In terms of work, I found the reflection papers very helpful in fleshing out my opinions and helping me think deeply about the issue at hand and the guiding prompts as good scaffolds for my learning and ability to engage in discussion and written reflection. I was grateful for the action-based tasks we did like the fishbowl individualized education plan (IEP) meetings, the community-engaged learning (CEL) placement, and active discussions with issues we genuinely cared about because I felt I learnt best when I was able to express and practice the theories that I read in some way. I think the free-writes helped me recall prior knowledge but I think the discussions and written reflections were a better representation of what I learnt and thought about the readings. I feel I have improved in my participation in discussions as compared to previous semesters but I do think I can prepare more for readings before class in order to better participate in class (also dependent on workload), given my more introverted nature. My CEL topic was about alternative classroom management strategies for learners with EBD to the token economy system—I found the idea of intrinsic vs. extrinsic motivation in educational practices intriguing but I think my initial struggle in tackling too much with this paper reflected my struggle in education as a whole: an eagerness to learn and cover too many different components that I struggle to narrow down what exactly I want to focus on. While I hope I managed to narrow the focus on my final paper, I hope I will find a way to do that in my educational journey as well.

Some new goals I have discovered along the way include a growing curiosity in finding connections to situations back home in Malaysia, perhaps learning more about the policies set in place not only in education but in special education as well—considering doing a field study or independent project focusing on education in Malaysia in light of my interest to potentially bringing all these great things I’ve learnt back to my home community. It would be very great to find opportunities to compare systems with other countries in Europe as I know places like Finland have been highly regarded for education and early intervention. I have been very invested in seeing where exactly I see myself in all of this—what kinds of roles are needed? Do I want to be a teacher, counselor, psychologist, therapist? What are the differences? How can I be a part of the change I want and where I can I make it? I am also struggling in wrestling between my interests in education as a whole, special education, and thinking about ways they connect or don’t.